KETCHUP.

!@#$%^&* ughhh i'm so lazzzy. okay so what have been doing lately.. uhm. NOTHING. lifes so boring. i need excitement in my life. ughh i needa focus on school a lot. i needa start going to 7th starting tomorrow. make up work like cuhrazy i bet. i neeeeda social life. i dont even use my phone anymore. just for rides and stuff. La was cooo, qualified for nationals in texas. Its whatevaaa i don't really care that much well... for now. I drove a lot today , ran errands with my dad.. i misssssss a lot of things... ggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahd. i'm just doing me. i guess, nothing really special. hopefully spring break will be fun.

"BREAK UP SONG"

Don't talk about times we have to try
to make things last
Don't talk about times when we first kiss,
you said, we're moving way too fast
Don't talk abou times we have to try
to make thing right,
Cause you and I both know we always
get into little fights,
cause love is not the best thing for us now,
Is not the best thing, for us now,
So I'ma break it off with you somehow

The stars will shine for you another day,
another day
So I'ma try and love you some other way
I know I'm not in need for love
For love, for love, for love
My heart, it should have been enough, for you,
to get on with your life, your life
She say, wanna be my wife
I said, gotta make thing right before I
get back on my feet, my feet
Get back on my feet

Cause love is not the best thing for us now,
Is not the best thing for us now
So I'ma break it off with you somehow
The stars would shine for you antoher day,
another day
So I'ma try and love you some other way

Don't think about use breaking up
Think about you and me making love,
Think about the Lord above!
You and I we gotta split apart,
Take our own journeys through the dark,
Nows a time you got to be strong
Just make sure your love carries on
Cause love is not the best thing for us now,
Love is not, love is not, love is not
The stars would shine for you another day
Stars would shine, stars would shine, stars would shine
another day
So I'ma try and love you some other way




hmm, so today i was hellla sor when i woke up. aghhh i was hoping to sleep in but the sun woke me up around 930, but whatevs. i was just chillin my room, so i didn't have to do chores. uhmm i had skit practice at church from 1 - 3 then walked to the liquor store with chels and kyle. confirmation was pretty coo today. POTLUCK =) whooo! food was bomb ass though blaaaah. ahha. church was fun. except when we have to kneel on the tile! aghhh. after church i chilled with jo in his car waiting for stacee camille and chels cuhs they had a mtg for monday night we ate crossaints? IDK HOW TO SPELLLLL IT, but whatevs. then they alll came andddd me and chels attacked ariel. okaay well thats pretty much how my day went.










I'M SO CONFUSED ABOUT THINGS..... AGHHH. *MAN UP ICKY

"CIRCLES"

I AM SOOOOO TIRED. DETAILS TOMORRROW MAN.

okay welll, i'm helllla tired man. i'ma make this helllllllllllllllla short and simple. confirmation went to fairyland. jim and jeffy's class painted stools for the goats weaved a fence and cut the bunnies! ahha just kidding, built a tunnel for the bunnies wood chipped the llamas floor and uh yeah. tiring. we rode bart there and back. once we got back i rode home with kyle and them cuhs were neighbors. lol but on the way there on bart cami freaaaakin was cray cray and everytime we stopped she'd run outside and do something like a hand stand then came back in before the door closed on her. after i got home i got ready and went to the hall for the reflection dinnner. it twaaas fun i must say. ahhha. but yeaaaaaaaaaah. i have to do my confirmatiion hw. byeee! =)

"Get It Together"

Herrrro! =) So... today's friday. Uhhhm, i didn't go to zero cuhs i stayed in the spot with alyssssamae candace and mel. which i missed. we needa chill more. jICANeSS? AHHHA. dzaaamn herrra old though. school was okay today. i was kinda mad though cuhs the weather man said it was gonna be 75 freaking degrees today but it was dumbass cold "I AM SOOOOO FRIKKKIN PISSED" ahhha. i left school 7th period cuhs i had an ortho, but i went to tap and daiso first. i'm supposed to have my braces off alreggie but stupid ymoney problems. most likely august... well hopefully. after that, i went back to school for skit ptc. it was okay playing around in harpers rooom. ahhha photoboooth! yay! after skit, stacee took me home. now i'm at home.... watching obama on jay leno. "SPECIAL OLYMPICS". ionnno why people are trippin everyone talks like that. daamn atleast he's like a normal person, youuu know? whatevs... agh i have tkd at 7 something... i hella dont feel like going i'm full. I DIDDDDN'T EAT ANY CHICKEN TODAAY! WHOOO! Well, i'll finish this later cuhs i'ma get reggie for ptc. FAIRYLAND TOMORRROW!

"Chasing Pavements"

Hellllllllllllllllllllllo friends. Hmm, so i finally gave into this thaang man. I realized... it's like an xanga! hellla old school tho bruuh. I guesss i'll start with saturday.. well, i had an all day emmaus retreat. ST.JOANNES =) ahhhh my first time! lol, it was soo fun. got a lot out of it. new memories new friends. MY SMALL GROUP WAS BOSSSSSSSSSSSSS. sucks i had to leave early cuhs it was dia's 18th birthday. i was kinda mad cuhs i really didn't even have to leave at 4. i couldve went to masss and still had time to get ready... =/ oh well, so i went home and i find yazzy sleeping in my bed so i woke her up. we got ready and everything.. auntie nilda picked us up, then we picked up tin, then went to jrs house. waited for the birthday girl to get ready then we were offffff to buca di beppo in SF. OH MY GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHD, it was so yummmay! you don't even understand blaaaaaah. =) I was kinda mad i couldn't eat the things with pork and beef cuhs i gave it up for lent but it was allll G. blah blah blah. went home then slept..

THEN SUNDAY.. went to the warriors vs. suns game! too crackin. so ppl met up at my house then headed off to oracle. we tailgated.... yummmay foooood! =) parents and erryone else got dumbasss faded before we got to go in, i was upset cuhs they didn't have a city longsleeve in my size. booooo. oh well. BLAH BLAH BLAH. went to our seats there was literally like fittttty of us. way to craaackin. walked around with baby shaney. went to the dj and was dancinggg until everyone else came and ruined ittt! oh well. whatevs. jackson was ejected and nelson. efffin gay man. welpsss. game was over. gsw lost! =/ had post game passes to meet away team. BARNES IS SO MY BOYFRIEND #2. buike is numbba 1 of course. but i got to meet j rich, barbosa, barnes, and jay barnes... haaay! k, nights over.


THEN MONDAY! I woke up at 640am, and zero starts at 739 (I HAVE PE =/) i was kinda mad cuhs we've been having a sub all week so i'd just take attendance and leave but i can't do that anymore... i hella believed it when people said coach gus fell off a ladder, but i knew he had meetings all along. blah blaaah blah daily routine throughout the day, first period tagalog, second alg1 (yes i'm in alg 1) ONLY CUHS I WAS A DUMBASS IN 8TH GRADE AND THOUGHT IT WAS COOL NOT TO GO TO CLASS. anywaaaays, third i have world studies fourth leadership fifth lunch sixth chemistry seventh english.. Maaaath class is my favorite, we always talk about life, drugs, gangsters, food, thug life, drugs, sex, money, whatev fortenberry wants to talk about. but we stillll get our edumacation dizzzone! after school monday i had skit practice, ughhh so stressful. then my mom didn't let me go to youth cuhs i have state championships in LA next week so i had to go to effin tkd =/

TUESDAAAAAAAAAAY! nothin reallly happened. fort almost got attacked by a student! AHHHA. uhm story of my lifeeeeeeeeeeee!


TODAAAAY IS WEDNESDAY. i actually went to zero period today. when i wake up its so cold so i wore effing leggings under my jeans, it was whatever TILLL IT GOT SO HOTT =/ i mean, i like hot weather besides my year round allergies but dangggg i like hot weather when i wear the right clothes, i realize i have a freakin flat tan from those rite aid flats and a slipper tan and a sock tan. uhm, school was whateves i'm actually doing pretty good besides stuupid chem. second period was coo. kicked it with kristi jill and kiese. talked about tattoos with the whole class. uhm yeah. third play jeapordy freakin charlie had all the answers and they won the doughnuts. uhm leadership had an asb meeting. lunch kicked it in the 500s as alwys playing cards and what not, i think i did pretty good on my chem test. had skit after schoool new dance to THIS IS HOW WE DO IT =) ahhha oh haaaaaaaaaaaaay! went shoppping. on the freeeway this guys tire came off his car... so scary i prayed for him tho. I'VE BEEN DRIVING A LOT LATELY! drove monday, tuesday and yeaaa.




EHH. THINGS HAVE BEEN REALLY DIFFERENT LATELY. I GUSSS IM JUST TRYNNA PUT ALL THE PIECES OF MY PUZZLE TOGETHHA. IM HELLLA MIA, CATTTCH UP WITH ME IF ANYTHING. DOWN TO CHOP IT UP.